I am sort of,...no! I mean, REALLY embarrassed to actually admit this, but, (deep breath),... Ok,... another deep breath,... I, Angel Zamudio, actually sang this song,..to a boy,...in high school. OMG!!!! Did I actually just admit that? OMG!!! I did!!!
It's ok! It's ok! Sigh!!! No! It's not OK! That is not cool!!! Not cool at all!
FUCK!!!!!!!
Wait! Wait one fuckin' minute! Don't you dare judge me! (Hey, psst! You! The reader, I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to my proverbial self, so don't get pissed off, ok?) Fuck you! I am doing the best that I can here. I'm 14 years old!!! Living in OKLAHOMA!!!! Not a gay person, OUT, for hundreds of miles. I wanted to feel!!! I wanted to feel love, so, yes, I sang Careless Whisper to some dude on the phone. Oops, did I forget that part earlier? Damn! It just keeps getting better,...doesn't it?
Geez!!! Big. Heavy. Sigh!!! Oh well,... You're right 14yo self, you were doing the best that you could with your level of awareness at the time. Good for you for putting yourself out there. That certainly was brave. Vulnerable and probably, just a smidge ear piercing. You know you can't sing. See how brave you were???
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