I want to be the best me that I can be and that means I need to take a look at what it is that creates uneasiness in my reality and address it. It is challenging to be true to myself 100% of the time. I have felt for a very long time that it is my responsibility to make sure everyone else is happy.
Well guess what? Fuck it! I am the ONLY person I can truly make happy. So, I will be putting myself at the top of the "make this person happy" list. How can I contribute anything real or positive to anyone else if I am not happy.
Look out family and friends you think I was positive before,... Well I just recommitted myself to my happiness. This does not mean that I don't give a shit about your happiness, because you know me. Of course I do, but I intend to refocus my attention as many times as it takes to dedicate myself to my happiness.
I intend to be the change I want to see.
Oh so true, I am doing this for the 1st time in my life, looking out for my happiness. It has been a long road always saying YES , so in the meantime I forgot to love, forgot who I was , how to laugh and smile and be me the real me! Saying NO was the 1st step and moving on but I tell you once you said it and you get over that part the rest seem endless for you to be truly happy. Best thing I ever did , I just had two days of fun like I have not truly had in over 15 years and I missed out a heck of a lot during that time. I am doing this for me for the 1st time something for me and if feels great, it feels like I can touch the sky and do anything right now and I will work to keep it that way. I love your blog!
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