Swing and a miss

I am too pissed off to write a cute little funny story with a positive up beat ending. I just did that!!! I just wrote something that I thought was funny and I even chuckled to myself as I read it. I read it to Keri and she laughed too. Then I went to copy and paste it into my word press and poof! It was gone! SHIT!!! Where'd it go???

That has happened to me twice!!!! I hate that! I know it's not that much considering how many blogs I've posted, but a lot of energy goes into these blogs and for it to just evaporate into thin air really pisses me off!!!

Just re write it,...she says. Yeah! Ok, let me process this frustration first. I'm not in the mood to be cute and funny or upbeat! My temperature just went through the roof. I'm in the mood to stare of into space and say fuck a whole bunch. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!! Yeah, I'm a real bad ass. Look out!!!! Mother fuckers!!!! Ok, I'm starting to feel a little levity. Simply because it is quite humorous to think of myself in any sort of bad ass way. Even in my dreams I can't land a punch on someone that I really do not like. It's so frustrating. You'd think in a dream I could stomp someone's ass, right? Nope.

It's always a swing and a miss. Oh well, at least I feel better now.