Once I dipped my toe in the girl water, I discovered it was kinda like walking into the ocean for two reasons: 1. it takes a little bit of time to get used to the way it makes you feel different and 2. like I said before the girl water is very vast, much like the ocean.
Once you adjust to the way you feel in the ocean, the temperature difference, the feeling of buoyancy and trusting that it is safe to swim and play, you can relax and have fun and the same goes for getting a little bit more girlie. It does make me feel different, I can't quite put my finger on it,.....wait a minute, that's not entirely true. I can put my finger on it , but it's just that I am still getting used to it. So, here it goes, I like the way I feel pretty. It feels kinda silly, to say and to be a little embarrassed about it, but I do like it. The feel of longer hair, the feel of being fit and looking cute. I'm not sure why it makes me tear up a little to realize these things about myself, but it has been a very emotional discovery.
I've been looking on Pinterest and Amazon to get ideas about what style I like and it is sometimes very exciting and sometimes very overwhelming. There are so many different ways to be girlie, it really blows my mind. I guess I just need to trust that it is safe to swim and play, so I can relax and have fun.
That's really what it's all about any way, right? YES!!!
It's ok to be soft and beautiful
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