Big News at Angel's house

I am totally in the groove. I feel like I just wrote one of the best blogs of my life. Yes, "Hmmm,...That's interesting" feels so right. It is amazing when you turn your cheek on negativity. I am totally loving my life and all the wonderful opportunities I am experiencing.

Last week I took Waffles in to get a CBC (complete blood check) and when I went to leave, the gal at the oncology clinic that was charging me out said, "Today will be $XX.XX" and I paused because it was more than I was expecting. Keri was told a different amount and shared with me, so I 'd know what to expect when I went to pay. I very simply said, "Oh, we were told it was going to be $ZZ.ZZ" I swear to you right here and now that there was not an ounce or even a flinch of nervousness in me. I didn't really even think about it until after I had done it. It was that easy.

In the past I would have paid whatever amount they told me, even if I knew it was wrong. I would have been real nervous about it and then go home to tell Keri and let her deal with it, BUT not today! No sir! I didn't even feel myself take a deep breath or anything I just said what I knew and as it turns out the wrong code was entered. I was about to be over charged. I am happy and amazed to report that it was nothing to me to clarify my expectation.

I LOVE GROWTH!!!! Have I said that before? It seems like I have, but let me say it again, I LOVE GROWTH!!!! I am dancing and singing with glee at how happy I am to be me right now!!!!

Let my true path be revealed. I am truely untethered and I am ready for the next big thing.

Benefits of subscription

Hi there subscribers I just want you all to know how grateful I am to all of you for reading, following and sharing. I know that some of you are Facebook friends of mine and some of you are not, so I want to let you know that one of the benefits of being a subscriber and not just a Facebook follower, is that sometimes I accidentally publish a post before I mean to, like with the one you received today entitled, "A glimpse into my perfect day". That particular blog was not even schedule to post this next week, but you the subscribers got it today and I thought, wouldn't it be cool if when that happens I just went with it and provided something special to my subscribes.

What does this mean really? Well, I will tell you. All of you that subscribe will receive these extra posts that are intended to be scheduled in the future, but somehow end up posting early, like on a Sunday or Saturday. It's a bonus you see, because I just decided that it must have happened for a reason. I don't know the reason, but I am going to trust it, because I believe nothing happens on accident. In fact, I just decided as I was writing this and sharing it with Keri that I will purposely create subscriber only posts. The people who get my blog via Facebook will still get my daily post to Facebook, but if they intentionally go out to Apozitude and login, they can see that there is a little extra content available for subscribers.

Oh, this feels so good!!!

Rewarding YOU, who read everyday because Apozitude comes directly to your inbox and I am appreciating you and your support of me supporting you with my uplifting messages and sharing myself with you.

A glimpse into my perfect day

I am loving the delicious unfolding of all that I ever desired. I am tempted to talk more about what it is exactly that I am wanting, just to emphasize and be clear, but I am knowing what I am KNOWING and what I am knowing is that it is already happening exactly the way I am wanting and I am allowing it to flow to me.

As I type this, I am sitting in a very peaceful space, on a fabulous day watching white waves of the ocean endlessly crashing upon the black rocks of the shore with the perfect back drop of the big beautiful blue sky with the most excellent accent of sheer whispers of white clouds. The foreground is lush emerald-green grass. It's a warm sunny day with a cool ocean breeze. The hypnotic sound of the endless waves crashing against the rocks soothe my nerves of their frayed edges from the stress of the past and returns them to their soft suppleness of health. My soul is basking in the heavenly glow of this perfect day.

Waffles is peacefully sleeping in a patch of sun shine beaming through the open slider. Keri is sitting in a lounge chair in front of a bay window reading her book. I am acknowledging my gratitude and expressing it with passion. All of the pieces are falling perfectly into place. I am knowing what I am wanting and it is here and now.

Oh yeah, and there's yummy beer AND a hot tub on the deck. Cheers!

Hmmm,... That's very interesting.

What an amazing realization I've had today!!!

Try to guess what I'm going to do. Guess! C'mon,... just guess. Ok, I'll tell you. Here's what I'm going to do. I am going to share this realization with you. Yes, I am because that's just the KIND of person that I AM. Before, I might just blurt out this amazing realization, but today I am going to preface it with a disclaimer and I'll explain why.

Have you ever been explaining something to someone and they respond to you repeatedly during the conversation with, "I know" or "Yes, I know,... but"? Like when you tell your friend, "Your boyfriend is mistreating you. You deserve better. You have a choice. You can draw a line in the sand" and he or she says, "I know, but if I,... blah blah blah then maybe he'll see how much I love him". This response is the perfect example of someone saying I know, but actions speak louder than words. You SAY 'I know" your actions holler out, "I have no idea what I am doing and why this KEEPS happening". The difference is "knowing" something and "living" something. Knowing is a totally different thing all together than living.

The reason I provided this example is because the amazing realization that I had today is one of those things for me. I have been knowing what I am about to share with you and I've been spouting off about it for a good long time, however I felt a huge shift in my awareness today like the knowledge sunk in deeper and with this shift I vow to myself to LIVE the realization. You're dying to know what it is, aren't you? I know, hee hee

The amazing realization I had today was this, I have been given a gift. That gift is this day. What will I do with this gift? I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I'm going to enjoy it. I am going to enjoy it no matter what the external conditions include. I know we've all heard it before, Today is a gift, that is why we call it the present. BUT in the past I knew it. Yeah yeah, I know! (dismissively)

Today I will LIVE it!!! Today and every day for the rest of my life. My day, my choice, my gift, my happiness. The totally cool thing about this is, if you are reading this right now, you have been given this gift too. Your gift, your day, your choice. What will you do with yours?

I recommend a celebration. Celebrate you! Celebrate your ability to make a choice. Celebrate your decision to celebrate. Dance around and get giddy. If you don't like it, that's ok, IT IS your choice.

Happy Fourth of July everyone!!!

TRUTH

Here's a fact that we all should really get comfortable with, there's way more that we don't know about life than what we do know.

And the sooner the better.

Destination - Tranformation

I feel like I have just experience a huge paradigm shift. Last week I was feeling stuck in some very old thought patterns that were not serving me at all and I felt desperately lonely. From where I am sitting now I can not even imagine that I ever felt those feelings, BUT I am so glad that I did and of course I can say that now becasue I am beyond it, but if I didn't experience it I couldn't be beyond it. I could not be on this other wonderful side of it and I can not believe how amazing it feels to just let go of those horrible feelings.

I carried them with me for a very long time and now they are gone. I love the idea of expanding beyond something that was troubling you because once you have gotten beyong it you never have to go back. Awareness is the most amazing thing ever.

I am KNOWING that I am untethered and I am very excited about the path that is revealing it's self before me. I am stepping into the very next huge thing for me and I have been refining my preferences for a while now and I am ready for the next bit to unfold.

Look out you're just about to witness and amazing transformation.

It's straight up Fun o'clock!!!!

The whole reason any of us are here is to have fun. If you are doing somethig that is not fun or interesting to you then by all means start doing something else.

Do somethig fun. Feel the love that is all around you. Laugh with your friends. Drink beer and eat pizza. Dance your ass off. Read your favorite books. Walk barefooted in the mud. Lay in the sun and feel the warmth on your skin. Walk with a bit of a strut because you know you got this!!! Feel all the amazing things you came here to feel. Love the ones you love. Smile at every being that crosses your path. Let people get in front of you. Give a compliment. Hug a baby. Pet a puppy. Paint a picture. Kiss your wife. Take a nap.

By the way, if it does not feeeeeel good, do something else.